I have had dreams before in which unimaginable disasters destroy my life. Loved ones die, I get arrested, my car explodes, I lose everything. And as I'm trying to comprehend what has happened, shaking my head in disbelief, I think, No no no, this can't be real, how did this happen? It couldn't have, this must be a dream. And then I wake up, and everything is fine, and I experience the most overwhelming relief in the world. Now, as I struggle through this murderous workday, I realize this is exactly what's happening now.